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Uh...
sweet lord this week started off as like....
the fucking Kingda Ka.
I don't know if this would count as bitching about first world problems (dooon't even think I'm there yet), but uh... Let's start with how awesome Monday started off.
I got to talk to my therapist about a few things, such as the traumatizing event in 2010 and this one person who I thouuuught was my friend but was moreso a taker. ;;
I managed to get a bit of my chest and it felt good; I even got to have lunch with ~Interminable, and she showed me a place I could look at for apartment hunting. (Yes, I'm still doing that).
And then it happened.
while in the third phase of commuting home, I misplaced my wallet. Not sure if I dropped it or was pickpocketed, but it wasn't in any of my pockets when I got home. Being.... me, I freaked out and did something stupid. Brit even suggested that I give my medication to my older brother so that I wouldn't do something even dumber. Because honestly, I can't remember... what happened when I flipped out. It wasn't rage, but it was moreso... fuck I don't know.
But I did manage to get my credit card back (still maaany things to go), I ordered the computer so that I could give tea her grad gift, and I even got set up with a permanent (hopefully) therapist near mom's job.
Gotta go to the crisis center tomorrow I think to get evaluated. For the longest time, I've been debating on if inpatient treatment would benefit me, but I'm stuck between that and outpatient because I /really/ need one on one counseling. ;;
Gah but on a lighter note, I did manage to..puke out some doodles for Luke's updated ref! Uh... it's not as good as I want it to be, but it'll suffice. ;____; ;;;;
I also joined the Terrariaonline forum not too long ago; it seems to be a really nice community but holy fuck do people want requests. <8C ;;
I also have some more ideas for the twistedfates group, but I'll talk about them over there. I'm actually still supposed to be recovering from what I did Monday. ;;
Sorry I haven't been able to answer your messages and stuff! I've just been... /on the second half of kingda ka/. T-T
But I think I'm slowly picking back up.... <:3
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And that's great you talked to the therapist.
Just keep looking up!
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Thank you so much; I'll do my best! <:3
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"NOT EVEN TERRY CAN CHANGE MY STATUS <33"
*Skis<3
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BRIT AND ENYA ARE BRAINWASHED; CORRUPTION IS FOR SHEEP. >:c
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mew its good you have a offical therapist now :3 and hopefully they should be able to help you through all of this dearie
good luck with you for brighter futures and less chaotic weeks ;w;
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An imagination is a powerful tool. It can tint memories of the past, shade perceptions of the present, or paint a future so vivid that it can entice...or terrify, all depending upon how we conduct ourselves today....
-Jim Davis
Thank you so much!! <:'3
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"NOT EVEN TERRY CAN CHANGE MY STATUS <33"
*Skis<3
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BRIT AND ENYA ARE BRAINWASHED; CORRUPTION IS FOR SHEEP. >:c
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An imagination is a powerful tool. It can tint memories of the past, shade perceptions of the present, or paint a future so vivid that it can entice...or terrify, all depending upon how we conduct ourselves today....
-Jim Davis
I'm glad to hear that you got your credit card reissued, though! Even if it did feel humiliating for you... you have it now, and no one can use your last one
Its good you got a permanent therapist. It really sucks when you have to go through multiple ones... you really aren't able to get the help you need like that D: I hope you do though, and that things start looking brighter!
And yeah, the TO forums are like getting into a pool of sharks with raw meat... they're ruthless and persistent and seem to half the most impressive ability to only read selective sentences out of a single post xD
Thank you so much for caring though and the kind thoughts; it really means a lot to me!! <:'3 <33
Yeah that's why I don't do requests. Art Trades with bros maybe, but sweet god, all of the takers all of them @A@
Which reminds me! When I'm not feeling so shittastic, would you be interested in an art trade? <:3
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"NOT EVEN TERRY CAN CHANGE MY STATUS <33"
*Skis<3
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BRIT AND ENYA ARE BRAINWASHED; CORRUPTION IS FOR SHEEP. >:c
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"NOT EVEN TERRY CAN CHANGE MY STATUS <33"
*Skis<3
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BRIT AND ENYA ARE BRAINWASHED; CORRUPTION IS FOR SHEEP. >:c
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B-But at least you didn't do something ridiculously stupid and dumb...
And you got your credit card back!
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Till Hell Freezes Over
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X*Y=?, where truth is X and reality is Y.